I cant do the detox diet now that I am on all these psych meds. It messes WAYYY to much with my entire body & well as my psyche. I found myself getting more & more anxious as Friday went on...I ended up sending poor T out to the pharmacy to get me some Ativan as I was on the verge of a panic attack. I just cant do it! That detox kit cost me 300 bucks!!!!!!! Now I dont know what to do...I doubt the doc. will take it back, mom doesnt want it...well perhaps down the road I will be able to use it..THINKING POSITIVE.
Dad is doing ok, no major side effects from chemo..he is just worn out, totally. Poor guy..but he is a trooper!
Kids were awesome this weekend, I am feeling closer & closer to them. Especially B, lately she has been confiding in me alot more & we have been laughing alot more too. I love to see her turning into a young woman. Scary, but good!!!
Went to church last nite & cried during the singing..FINALLY. I was just touched by the song & the message, I havent cried in church in a while, it felt so good. I am looking forward to getting more involved in the church & finally making some FRIENDS. I miss girlfriends, I really do.