thats how i have been feeling last few days. my thoughts are all jumbled up, i am dsorganized feeling & feel myself falling into a depression. its been this way since i started back up on the cymbalta..started it 2 weeks ago today to 30 mg then upped a few days ago to 60mg. since doing so i have noticed i have no energy at all, i am feeling overwhelmed by my kids, by tony, by doing stuff. i feel guilty all the time with the kids. i am sweating buckets at the drop ofa hat..so embarrasing. i took the girls to the mall today & let b & S walk the mall alone while I stayed with littleones, well i sweated thru my shirt, my face was dripping sweat. it was crazy. i was so mortified. it makes the depression worse. i know a side effect of cymbalta is excessing sweating. not to mention insomnia..wich i have now too. i have resorted to taking 1/2 an ambien at nite to help me sleep. i am lucky if i get 5 hours a nite. not to mention that my ic is really bad last few weeks, i am relying heavily on pain meds. i hate that. i hate feeling how i feel.
i wish i could pull myself out of this slump, feels like i been in it forever. i am sick of being sick & tired. i just dontknow what to do anymore, i want to hide in bed & pull the covers over me honestly. SHIT SHIT SHIT.
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